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Not you again !!

 This was the first time in my life I might have felt so blank and probably good since I had absolutely no thoughts , for once my brain was just still and all I could see was a white blank space , calm and quite. I was a in interim place of total bliss , where I didn't feel that my head is full , which was a common phrase I was using lately like I am numb with so many thoughts and I seem to have no control over these thoughts which keep pouring in , like a deep deep well and random thoughts keep entering my mind and the atmosphere in the room keeps changing , even before I Can get used to the previous one and it was frustrating but this void where I am is surprisingly the most at peace I have ever been and I didn't wanted to come out of this white box; slowly I can hear the chaos creep in , little bustle and my eyes open to an unfamiliar scene and it took time for me to comprehend that I was in a hospital bed and I see a familiar face through the corner of my eyes and I felt t...